We have a mouse. I,
for the most part, have become accustomed to the critters we have everywhere.
That last statement was a lie. I hate the critters. I have mostly stopped reacting
though…I lied twice in one paragraph. Sorry.
Right now Levi
Sisco is stalking what he believes to be the dwelling of said mouse because he
is going to destroy it. I’m rooting for Levi.
We had a spider
this week as well. Ironically, the spider was larger than the mouse! It was so
big it moved a bag…a large bag. You could hear it hitting the floor when it
jumped down from the wall. It made my husband scream like a tiny women. (I hope
that picture keeps you warm at night)
We, however,
haven’t seen a single cobra. None came in our luggage or followed our car. It’s
very liberating!
We are all getting
used to city life. Things like indoor toilets and occasional electricity are
pretty good. Things like really loud neighbors and no grass are taking some
getting used to. We have ventured out to see the neighborhood and visit the
center. Poor Maggie spends the whole time waving at everyone who walks by
because that’s what life in the village is like. My sweet little “bush baby”.
We have spent some
time with just our family recently and it has been very refreshing. It has been
a great way for us to renew and just get life here set up. We have also been
getting to know our neighbors and spend some time at the center with some of
our favorite people.
This is such a
boring report! Isn’t that nice? Normal…but what is normal?
This time has also
been a great time for reading, reflecting and studying. We are a family of
readers. We are not ashamed of our nerdom.
I have, for some
time, really dreamed about being BFF with Jen Hatmaker. Pretty sure if she met
me, she would love me back. So much of what she says puts words to my heart and
the journey we have taken over the last few years. I just finished “Interrupted”.
It is wonderful. It speaks to the heart of the church. However, darn it; it
also convicted the crap out of me. Ugh.
The writer Paul,
in full disclosure, is not one of my more favorite authors. I know, that takes
out a large portion of the New Testament for me, but I just feel annoyed
sometimes by him. This generally means God is speaking to me, but I ain’t
havin’ none of that. Then I decided to read 1 Corinthians after my homey Jenny
(she loves it when I call her that) referenced it. Chapter 9 was my undoing.
I have a tendency
to hide. I have 5 kids. Staying in my home and doing the homeschool mom thing
is very easy for me to fall on. Now, don’t start cutting me slack and saying
it’s my most important job, it’s so hard, blah blah blah. It may be true, but
loving my family and doing what is good for them does not absolve me from
ministry. I signed up to follow Christ and he was no couch potato. He WENT OUT
and ministered to people. He was all things to all people. (He still is, by the
way)
1 Corinthians
9:19-23 I am not anyone’s slave. But I
have become a slave to everyone, so I can win as many people as possible. When
I am with the Jews, I live like a Jew to win Jews. They are ruled by the Law of
Moses, and I am not. But I live by the Law to win them. And when I am with
people who are not ruled by the Law, I forget about the Law to win them. Of
course, I never really forget about the Law of God. In fact, I am ruled by the
Law of Christ. When I am with people whose faith is weak, I live as they do to
win them. I do everything I can to win everyone I possibly can I do all this
for the good news, because I want to share in its blessings.
Oh, I struggle. I
am rebellious by nature. I hear my mom and dad clapping across the ocean. It
isn’t being someone’s slave that bothers me. It isn’t serving others that gets
to me, it is conformity that gets me. To bend what I know and like to fit
someone else in hopes to lead them to Christ. How selfish!! And let’s not stop
there, it isn’t just winning people to Jesus, but also discipling them to a
greater knowledge. So, and this is my downfall, the immature Christians who
have looked to other sources for an understanding of God need me to put aside
my ability to understand and explain pretty much everything that has ever been
and ever will be in order to show them how to live like Christ. Woe is
me.
We are here to
minister to people in a way that meets their needs. This includes Christians or
people who call themselves Christians that just don’t get it, in a way that
they get it. This means worship like they do, eat what they eat, meet them
where they are rituals and all. ("We" means you too. If I have to be
under conviction you have to be there with me, sucka)
This week’s goal;
minister outside of our walls, in a way people in this new community need. Less
of me, more of thee.
A parting story
you may enjoy. I brag on how wonderful my kids are to anyone who will listen.
They are awesome. But as you will see, very human. (Some of my kids more human
than others)
Aubrey has been
doing extra chores for some allowance. We think it is important and they really
work hard. She told me the other night the reason she is saving up money is
because she wants to buy Anna a birthday present. It warmed my heart. I was
relaying this story to Michael and ended it with “Our children are so kind and
loving to each other.” It was at this moment we hear yelling from the other
room. Anna: ”Hawa if you speak again, I will beat you!” Michael and I look and
each other and he says, “Definitely love.”
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